Mindful Masturbation for Men - More about Mindful Masturbation

(My Phallic Brothers, to connect with a wonderful worldwide Brotherhood of Men in dialogue about masturbating mindfully, please click here: MM4M2 Yahoo group + for more in-depth info on Phallic Worship andc.: Male Mystery School and the MMS Yahoo group also you are invited to join Bateworld where I am an honorary co-moderator.)

Do you sometimes (or maybe often!) wake up in the middle of the night or early morning with a delicious, delightful erection? Even if you are in bed with a beloved partner or spouse, you may yield to the temptation to squeeeeeeze and stroke the thick, hot thing, while your other hand may toy with those wonderful playthings, your balls! Yum... Yesss!!!???

This often happens to me, and as my beloved partner is usually sleeping, + the last thing I really wish to do is to disrupt his precious sleep, I practice Mindful Masturbation delicately, quietly--or I go downstairs where I can really go for it without inhinition and maybe using lube... or in the midst of a hot bubble bath. Oh boy! (I call this game, "Find the Sea Serpent"!) Just what the doctor ordered, right? Or at least, Dr. Bruce!

My penis, which is not especially huge despite what some guys think from my photos, SEEMS and FEEELS enormous, and it's on the way to filling up the entire Universe (at least in my fevered mind) as I continue to subtly squeeze, tickle, tug and touch its surfaces, churn its interior, and even gently yet firmly pull upon its roots deep within my body while I also massage those roots internally with perineum and anal clenches... + my balls! What can I say? It's truly indescribable what a delight it is to cup them, slide them around, push them up, pull them down, tenderly juggle them, scratch and stretch them in my scrotum--yup, the possibilities are endless! Plus, the way they shift around within the sac of skin and how it pulls at the base of my penis... miracles and wonders!!!

As I'm heading in on the home stretch working with my editor and publisher on THE SECRET OF THE GOLDEN PHALLUS my personal practice of Mindful Masturbation, Male Erotic Alchemy, and Golden Phallus Yoga all deepen and grow more pleasurable, as well as more profound. More than ever, I now realize I've barely scratched the surface of what's possible through conscious erotic engineeering for men, and yet in all modesty, I'm one of the top pioneers of the field. After all, the owner of Jackinworld, a site I wrote for for about 4 or 5 years, called me a "Global Mastrurbation Guru."

In essence, THE SECRET OF THE GOLDEN PHALLUS is that consciously employed, your pure penile pleasure has the power to take you out of your mind, beyond the mind/body duality into a genuine taste of Oneness, or non-duality. This becomes not only beneficial and therapetic, it's truly transformational! Now don't let any of the current crop of popular "non-duality teachers" convince you that this makes no sense, that somehow "Phallus Worship" is a dualistic delusion. If they say so, it only means is they have not experienced it in this way--which I have, and so do many men.

Take it from me, or rather, experience it for yourself! Trust your own experience most of all . The PHALLIC SECRET OF SECRETS is that your penis has the capacity to take you into the direct experience of Oneness that cannot be put into words. It's the Psychedelic for the New Millennium, which can take you into what Tibetans call "The Clear Light of Ultimate Reality." It's the leaves of the Tree of Life, which are for the healing of the nations, at the risk of sounding mystical.

Maybe most important to a lot of Phallic Brothers, this is the most natural and effective spiritual path for Modern Men, to really, really get into self-pleasure and to share it in Phallic Brotherhood with your felloow men.

Let's go for it, Brothers: We can change the world from within each one of us!

First off, as I come out of my turtle shell (no, I haven't been hiding, just deeply engaged in the adventure of being whoever and whatever I AM and working hard, in more ways that one ;-) let me thank YOU, the Phallic Bro who is reading this, for being YOU! Because you are reading this, that you're a guy on that cutting edge of male masturbators who is really into it and exploring the frontiers of Penile Paradise that many Men of Earth still don't know exist at all...

More than ever, I knowthat the deliberate, conscious pursuit if masturbatory excellence and the sharing of Phallic Brotherhood are an important Wave of the Future, and can help us to get over the destructive male dominant hetero-obsessed paradigm that endangers the planet! Let's face it, the patriarchy has screwed Gaia, and needs to be withdrawn!

The year 2012 sometimes seems ordinary and other times its seems like science fiction to a guy like me who remembers when 2001: A Space Odyssey seemed like the distant future! The New Millennium did not turn out quite that way. Still, the future is what we make it NOW, right? Because there is no future way ahead, it's actually just this weird, elusive fact that this moment, and THIS moment, and the next moment are always turning into the immediate future.

Maybe I'm getting off-subject, as this is actually about our penises and the amazing things we can learn do do with our penises, with open minds, open hearts, and some creative inspiration. As an update on my Mission to encourage Mindful Masturbation and Phallic Brotherhood, I'm heading in on the home stretch with my new non-ficiton book The Secret of the Golden Phallus: Male Erotic Alchemy for the 21st Century which will hopefully be published in the spring. It's in the final edit and revision stages with my publisher.

My friend Joseph Kramer (who founded the Body Electric School) says this book is the work of my lifetime. Well, I know that I've put all of myself, my blood, sweat, tears, and semen into Golden Phallus. However it's only part of the offerings in the process of unfolding from this here Erotic Wiz, Mr. Bruce.

I also plan to announce some Male Mystery School events for 2012 along with the publication of the book. That whole shebang has been re-envisioned as well. It's a 7-day residential retreat now, with 3 units of MMS prep, 101-103 which are workshops. You'll learn and practice Mindful Masturbation, Male Erotic Alchemy, and my new baby: Golden Phallus Yoga. Then the two-day Male Mystery School proper is not a workshop, rather its an experience and an initiation!!! (The MMS site is up for major revisions too...)

I'm scouting locations in Hawai'i, Mexico, Atlanta, NY State, and Texas. These events will require a lot of careful organizing, yet they will transform lives, including mine, so the effort will be worth it.

Likewise, my third novel, Moontusk Book 3: The Return of Othis should be out in the springtime as well.

These are exciting times on Planet Earth, as the masses of humanity awaken to the multitudinous and nefarious manners in which the corporate hegemony of impersonal, soullless and titanic economic entities that benefit only 1% of people have taken over all the major governments, the major religions, and the major cultural institutions.

Now, a dedicated male masturbator is often a man who thinks for himself and questions authority--as you do because you are reading this with your penis in your hand!

Of course, in reality there's nothing more innocent and pure-hearted (and yes, I dare say SPIRITUALS) than male masturbation, and the sharing of masturbation among open-hearted, open-minded men of all sexual persuasions. To totally embrace MM4M is to live in Penile Paradise!

Aside from condiitoned associations that trivilalize and dismiss, or demonize and condemn the male erection and the beauty, honor, dignity and radical fun, and powerful spiritual aadventure of intense, creative male masturbation, it really is among the most wholesome, delightful, life-enhancing practices in the world... ABSOLUTELY!!!

In parallel with the burgeoning "Occupy" movement that seeks to reclaim a more balanced distribution of resources from the F.U.G. (Forces of Unmitigated Greed) that had taken control of the $$$ and resources of the planet, it's timely for human males to relcaim the power and beauty of male self-pleasure from the commercialized, corporate control of male sexuality that's entwined in advertizing and the consumer culture.

The value of porn to human males is undeniable--otherwise it swould not be a humungous multi-billion $ biz these days. However, though porn can be delightful and delicious as arousal fuel... it can also have a down-side. If you're more fixated in Internet and vid imagesof other people than your own body and your embodied buddies, it can be limiting. It can take you out-of-body and leave you disconnected in your mind only! That 1% of F.U.G. will gladly exploit our fascination with porn to the max, but these folks tend to hate their own bodies, because they buy into all the old dualistic good/evil taboos.

Reclaim you erotic energy, your body, your magnificent penis--the whole Universe of Male Masturbation by shifting as the world changes radically. Shift to the more holistic, spiritual and mind-boggling practice of Mindful Masturbation. Be part of the 99% of men who actually love nothing better than p3, pure penile pleasure!!! And if you wish, share it with fellow men...

Occupy your body; breathe deeeeply, slowwwwly, pay full attention to what you feel; totally notice your own body; ascend into orbital levels of ecstasy you never new existed!

Our planet needs help, as we all know, YET any one person cannot expect to save the Earth.

Still, as each of us does our little bit, it adds up! Most of our major problems come from the damaged self-esteem of human males. As a man on this planet, you are not usually encouraged to love your body, to love your penis, and to honor the art of self-pleasure. This can lead to destructive behavior and a shielded heart.

And yet those wonderful things you are not encouraged to embrace and honor are common to all men of the planet. It's time to begin the real sexual revolution of Phallic Brotherhood now . . . this Loving Conspiracy to encourage all of those good things.

This is a bid for sanity, for pleasure, for fun, and for a sustainable future based on improved attitudes among men. Let's encourage all men to love themselves better, which helps to open men's hearts to loving not only fellow men and humanity in general, but Nature and the Earth.

Dear Phallic Brothers…
I am so excited and pleased to announce today that Book Two of The Moontusk Chronicles, my new novel Orchid of Awakening is now available.
About 30 years ago in 1981 I had a vivid dream about a privileged young man named Dare who was the heir to a kingdom. He hated the oppressive ritual and responsibility of his inherited role, so when his tutor died mysteriously he freaked out and ran away from home. He was accompanied only by his beloved dog. This dream felt so real and vivid that I wrote it down. The dream became the doorway into a fantastic world in which the moon has rings and wooly mammoths survive in the northern mountains… among many other wonders!
Over the next few years I expanded that story into a novel, and several different friends read and critiqued it--an extremely helpful process! The only major change from the original dream, except that it went on and on, was the dog changed to a cat. In "real" life I had been adopted for the first time by a cat and his name was Taliesin. Of course in the novels he became the chameleon cat, Maumet, who can camouflage himself and plays a crucial role throughout.
At one point, I realized that I had written only half of the story, so I continued and this grew into even more of an epic. The bloated manuscript of close to 2,000 pages finally broke itself quite naturally into four shorter novels. Eventually Dare met another young man named Hosis, and they fell in love. Meanwhile I had met my life partner, Tomas. The world that Dare and Hosis lived in underwent a dramatic transition as its patriarchal empire was overthrown by an army of women…
Though the novels are classified as "gay fantasy" and called "frankly erotic," there is a great deal more too them that a hot love story. (I'm intrigued that apparently more women read this genre than gay men, and I hope others will also enjoy them!) You enter a complex, detailed, engaging plot and various stories unfold within that. You meet all sorts of characters, men and women and other races of beings, as well as a host of animals, more ordinary and very strange creatures. You eventually visit all sort of amazing places in the process.
Now after all these years, Book One: Rendezvous in a Ruined City was published earlier this year and now Book Two has arrived! I'm also busy starting Book Five, The White Mammoth, as it looks like my publisher Lethe Press will put out one novel every six months or so.
Apparently it pays off to follow your dreams and work hard at your bliss…
Learn more and you can also purchase Orchid of Awakening (also Book One if you need to catch up) through this LINK.
In profound gratitude,
Bruce P. Grether

I'm outside on the Ravine Bench under the Quarter Moon at 4:44 AM masturbating with a long-sleeve shirt on and my house pants down only part way--yes, there are some mosquitoes now, only they don't bother me. As I caress balls and erection and nips under my shirt, dark clouds race across that bone-white chip of the Moon, whose shape resmebles the hea dof my penis. I'm using my fave silicone lube and my penis seems huge, thick, hot. In fact, it seems to fill the entire Universe from minus (--) to plus (+) as the World Axis...

Yes, my masturbation sometimes feels mystical to me, like now, when I'm on auto-pilot, my hands switching back and forth to activate both hemispheres of my brain via holistic pure penile pelasure (AKA p3) and also without thinking, I breathe deeeeeply into my belly, keep relaxxxxxed. Slowwww, deeeeeliberate stroking of high intensity ecstatic pleasure, beyond words!!!

Yes, I've been training myself and my penis since 1995 in what I call Mindful Masturbation--which is why I quality as an Erotic Wizard... and now I'd like to tell you WHY I LOVE BATEWORLD!!!

I've followed Bateworld's evolution through several previous incarnations and one of the founders of this latest and best of them, is my friend David. He appreciates my work, and has been supportive, so of course I have a link to BW on top of the "from BRUCE" blog page. Always have loved the idea of a site for men to share about masturbation, openly, honestly as possible, for all sorts of sharing, such as messages, forums, photos and vids: And here it IS! An initial membership is FREE, so check it out. There are a lot of hot guys on BW, many of my pals & I make new friends all the time.

Lately I've posted a lot of my photo series from over recent years... and now I'm removing most of those, as it's easy to get overexposed this way! Also I'd like to invite any & all BW guys interested in Mindful Masturbation to check out the Yahoo MM4M2 group: Please join!

On Bateworld my ID is "BrucePGrether" so please "friend" me if so inclined. I'm all about encouraging masturbatory excellence. Masturbating really skillfully is a fine art and doesn't often come naturally. In fact it gets inhibited by cultural conditioning and a lack of opportunity to learn from the best. Most men get stuck in a pretty much fixed practice in their teens.

Something I LOVE intensely about BW is that it shows us how actual men of all sorts (not just porn stars, who are often quite boring masturbators!) really masturbate... which also, to be quite honest reveals to me (I'm considered a global masturbation guru by many, since I wrote as "Bruce McFarland" on JackinWorld for years) I'm convinced that a lot of guys can do a lot to improve their self-pleasure skills. In fact, I spent years and many thousands of dollars from 2004-2009 to create a set of 3 MM4M DVDs that coach and inspire you in this wonderful, life-changing practice I call Mindful Masturbation.

So I've also put 9 recent FREE videos called "Your Erotic Wizard" on BW and I suggest, if interested, watch them in order. A much better set of "Your Erotic Wizard" vids will be available before long. I've already recorded and edited them. Also I'm seeking guys who are really excellent masturbators to contribute vids for a collection called "Penile Paradise." If you are really REALLY a great, inspiring, creative masturbator and would like to submit vids for consideration, email me directly at mm4m (at) austin.rr.com.

Guys, Bateworld is pioneering turf! I sincerely feel that by encouraging open, honest, excellent male masturbation we can help to save our beautiful planet--from frustrated, limited, unhappy humans! To enjoy male masturbation free from guilt or shame makes you a much happier, healthier man...

(Dear Brothers: Here the latest draft of the Preface of my new book… Peace)

The SECRET of the GOLDEN PHALLUS

Male Erotic Alchemy for the 21^st Century

Bruce P. Grether

Preface

This book is about only one thing: your relationship with your penis.

Your sexual identity is not the primary issue here, rather this book is aimed at all human males, regardless of sexuality. Your penis is a key factor and yet in order to benefit from the secrets revealed, you must invite your entire body to participate in your erotic enjoyment. You need to view all of your parts as a greater whole.

That miraculous male organ rooted between your legs has been trivialized and demonized for centuries by human authorities—because when you really surrender to the phallic energy, the experience is extremely empowering, liberating and sacred. Then you need no external authority; you need no intermediary with the Divine; you know that you have everything you need.

In this book the term “Divine” is not meant in a religious sense, rather it refers to whatever larger picture includes you and everything that exists—which you may prefer to call the Universe, the Source, or even Nature.

The ancestral design of your human male body, along with the inherent phallic wisdom recorded in your many trillions of cells, is your sacred path to connect with your origins as a Son of Gaia, the Earth.

This experience and awareness is subversive indeed!

The subject of this book is not theoretical, rather it is experiential.

Likewise, though you will find plenty of vivid stories and symbols of phallic mythology, none of the images are actually abstract or separate from the direct experience of your own body that brings them to life. Every story here in reality is about you, your male body, your penis, and its erection. Your genitals are the flowering of your human body, to be honored and admired just as you honor and admire flowers in a garden.

Among the mistaken, acquired beliefs many men still suffer is that your actual human penis is too ordinary and mundane to be called a “phallus,” much less to be considered divine. As you break those cultural agreements—which you did not make but were made for you by others—you can seize your own divine nature as a vibrant part of the greater picture of Nature itself. Do this at the same time that you literally take hold of yourself and grasp your personal power.

Here are truths about your male sexual nature and erotic energy that have been hidden from you by cultural conditioning. Most of what you have been taught to believe about human sexuality, your male body, and your penis is simply not true.

This book will reawaken from within you things you already know, yet may have forgotten, or even pushed aside from direct awareness. It is time to look at these things directly again and to bring them out into the light of day. For example: penile erection is your direct connection with your own divinity and makes it tangible, actual, and undeniable. Pure penile pleasure (or p3) is a direct connection with the Divine.

Arousal and pure penile pleasure awakens phallic wisdom within your cells. All of your male ancestors stir in the DNA matrix of your body with the stimulation of your erection.

Most of them probably never had the opportunity to experience the kind of high-quality abundant erotic bliss that is now available to you as their latest expression.

The phallic energy is extremely powerful: creative, sustaining, and regenerative.

When fully activated, this energy brings back together into wholeness all that may have seemed separated or fragmented within you. This also regenerates your connection with other people and the world you live in. Your penis is the living image of that world axis that connects the Above and the Below, merges all dualistic polarities, and manifests the dynamic flow of creative energy—the same mysterious energy that creates the world.

The phallic energy IS the vertical axis that connects Below with Above, Earth with Sky, your personal human self with Universal Self. By recognizing this energy in your own body, you align your being with the way the world is organized. The creative, life-enhancing, regenerative qualitiy of your phallic energy IS identical with the process that creates the cosmos. You are the microcosm of the macrocosm.

To reclaim this connection aligns you with Creation.

Total, unadulterated adoration for your penis offers empowerment and autonomy unavailable anywhere else. To love your penis and the p3 that it provides, without reservation, is to claim your inheritance as a phallic god. As such, a god is simply the personification of a universal force. Such a god is a powerful potential within you, a divine spark that may remain dormant or merely potential until you invite it to unfold into full expression.

Such sacredness—meaning consecrated, holy, or worthy of veneration—is the quality you correctly recognize in all things, including yourself. Everything is sacred, just as everything is alive. When you embrace this truth, all concerns sort themselves out! When you embrace and experience this truth in your body you no longer need to figure things out—the truth simply grows clear in your awareness.

Your sacred phallus is the Tree of Life whose leaves are for the healing of the nations, whose flowering is your limitless bliss, and whose fruit is the phallic god within you that emerges into manifestation when you practice Male Erotic Alchemy.

All men, indeed all humans are conditioned to some extent with limiting beliefs about the male body and genitals.

Consider this: Why do the erect penis and male masturbation remain far stronger taboos overall on this planet, than even the taboo against male homosexual behavior?

In the present day, mainstream media and films often portray homosexuality in quite sympathetic terms. Not so with explicit erections and male masturbation, except to trivialize or demonize them by implication. Such depictions remain the province of farcical jokes, condemnation, furtive secrecy, or relegated to the multi-billion dollar per year porn industry.

As of this writing, in mainstream films no one displays a full erection, and you will definitely not see a man masturbating.

This tells you something crucial!

These powerful taboos remain because they protect the male dominant paradigm sometimes called “patriarchy.” This dishonorable cultural institution controls men through a toxic mix of internalized homophobia combined with male bonding, plus the assumed virtue and superiority of heterosexual behavior. Add the institution of monogamous marriage as male ownership of a female slave and her offspring, and you create men enslaved to lies. Everyone else who believes male domination is “natural, inevitable or right” is likewise enslaved to the same lies and superstitions.

This false conditioning and imprinting turns men into creatures easily manipulated by so-called “masculine” authority figures. This oppresses everyone on the planet and creates ongoing aggression, massive abuse of fellow humans, officially sanctioned murder and environmental devastation.

In this way men can be trained to obey orders in the name of a belief system and will kill other humans without question.

The antidote to these cultural poisons that threaten our beautiful, yet over-populated planet, is to encourage men to love themselves better, and to share phallic brotherhood with fellow men, regardless of sexual labels.

Do it solo, do it in pairs and do it in groups, guys!

To masturbate mindfully you simply pay full attention to your own body, your actual and immediate sensations of p3, keep breathing deeply, stay relaxed, and employ a creative variety of strokes and positions to prolong your ecstasy and heighten your sensations to new levels for the purpose of personal growth and conscious evolution.

Mindful Masturbation is the most effective and natural spiritual path for men.

Every man on the planet has this potential in his nature: the phallic god.

Whatever you call the Source, you are created in its image.

Look at your own naked, male human body reflected in a full-length mirror.

The phallic wisdom tells you, “Question authority and think for yourself.” Plus it provides you with easy, direct access at any time to the Male Mysteries. You need no organization, no institution, or any kind of intermediary. All that is required to enter the Male Mysteries of Phallic Wisdom and become initiated is your own curiosity and willingness to explore the limitless possibilities.

Just do it. Trust your own experience. Allow the process of intense erotic ecstasy to do the work.

Your body is designed for this process.

As you absorb what this book tells you, everything you see in the world makes more sense—the world speaks to you, as you learn to listen with your whole being.

Likewise, what you see anchored between your legs also becomes not only a more rewarding source of powerful erotic ecstasy—it takes on deeper and higher significance than you ever imagined. There are no limits to where it can take you.

In the chapters that follow you are introduced to what many millions of people consider the most sacred mountain in the world, a phallic image over 27,000 feet high. You will explore the most ancient phallic myths and learn how these are directly relevant to you here and now in your own body. You will learn exactly how to practice Male Erotic Alchemy, which is the process of personal transformation and regeneration through states of high erotic ecstasy. Only by going on the full journey can you circle back to reclaim your deepest essential self.

No major religion now affirms the phallus as a sacred image, or gives approval to the Male Mysteries. Indeed such important realities are mostly condemned and reviled precisely because they are so powerful and empowering to you as an embodied human male. With an open mind and heart and passionate belief in yourself, you can reclaim this natural heritage from its current obscurity.

This is not a work of scholarship, rather it serves as a manual of inspired guidance for the exciting journey to rediscover pure penile pleasure as a profound and natural spiritual path, regardless of your culture or religious background, and regardless of your sexuality.

Though the mythic stories are entertaining, try to be patient with absorbing them, as they also speak to you below your conscious awareness, at deeper archetypal levels. This prepares your unconscious mind on the level of your DNA and stardust to unleash the potentials of the erotic alchemical practices you learn in the last part of the book

This book tells you how to listen deeply to your penis for the purpose of exploring beyond all previous limitations of your erotic experience.

At the same time, Male Erotic Alchemy as you learn it here is designed to be totally user-friendly. If you find yourself growing impatient with the emphasis on mythic stories in the first six chapters, you may skip to chapters seven-through-ten which contain the core of specific instructions for actual practice. However, to most fully benefit overall, you may wish to return later to the archetypal tales, which will deepen the rewards of your practice as they trigger cellular memories below the conscious level.

The myths are important and extremely powerful because they speak directly to your unconscious mind. Though you may consciously follow the narrative, the imagery of what happens in these stories speaks below the verbal level to you entire body/mind system. By a computer analogy, your conscious mind is like the display on your monitor; the major operating system is the unconscious mind, comprised of all the rest, including both software and hardware. This analogy even extends to your Internet and wireless connections with the Global Brain, which you can call the collective unconscious.

Pause often in reading this material. Close the book, spread your thighs wide and reach between your legs for the Secret of the Golden Phallus that already belongs to you. Everything you really need is there in the wisdom of your cells. Your pure penile pleasure summons this awareness from within you just as a beautiful garden grows with loving irrigation from its unseen roots into the warm sunshine.

Read the paragraph above again; this time read it aloud to yourself—then look between your legs.

Smile!

I'm outside before daybreak on a different garden bench (not the Ravine Bench this time), this one inside the fence on a little deck that overlooks the flower garden. I'm on this bench because here I have a better view of the just-past-Full Moon. Seated on a cushion on a cast aluminum bench from Mexico naked from the waist down, my trousers are piled on the deck atop my yard clogs . . . I've applied generous amounts of my favored silicone lube to my penis & employ both hands to cup and tug my balls, whilst I exert both forehand and backhand strokes to the big, thick meaty banana of my erection . . .

As my p3 or pure penile pleasure soars like a space shuttle easing its way towards orbital space atop a growing pillar of smoke and fire, the waning Moon that still looks fairly close to Full passes in and out of racing fleecy clouds--those clouds delicate as the variety of strokes I employ upon my warm, solid erect penis . . .

Sometimes I simply "sandwich" the entire shaft and head, top and bottom between open lubed palms of both hands, sliding around and patting it . . . other times a single finger triggers at the exquisitely delicate underside of the glans at the frenulum . . .

In terms of the 3 forms of Male Solosex Magick, I'm not really one of those male witches--however I AM, as you may know, Your Erotic Wizard! So I'm practcing masturbating mindfully as a rite of "Masturbating Down the Moon," in parallel with those wiccan practices of "Drawing Down the Moon" which female or mixed covens sometimes perform.

At any rate, this session this morning proved incredibly intense, as I'm also more aware than ever of the lunar associations with phallic gods: in mythic traditions the Moon is the head of your penis. (In the same model, tsars are your jead, your heart is the Sun, your navel is the Earth and your penis is the Moon.) Originally the phases of the Moon between New and Full were seen to resemble how your glans penis appears as you work your foreskin up over the head and back down from it. Even for circumcised guys like me, to know that the head of my penis has a mystical connection with the Moon adds soemthing to my outdoor practice by moonlight!

Now, again masturbating mindfully on the deck that overloois the dreaming, moonlit wildflower garden brings the Moon down into me . . . I'm all those Moon Gods: Soma, Shiva, Tehuti, Phoebus, Cernunnos, Rabbit--ME!!!!

Despite the title here, my Mindful Masturbation for Men Mission is not about me, it's about YOU!

It was slightly after 5 AM today before I was outside on the Ravine Bench just beyond the southern gate of the garden where I live . . .

I've got my shirt on because it's fairly cool and there are a few mosquitoes about despite the drought--still none of this bothers me while I'm caressing my big, thick engorged and well-lubricated erection, naked from the waist down, dissolving in p3, pure penile pleasure. This is much the same situation and practice I've described in recent blogs here, however for me it's never the same. In fact, every time I masturbate consciously in total surrender to the limitless possibilities of bliss, it's an adventure, almost like I've just discovered it . . . though to be honest, my skill and artfulness have developed a lot in 15 years of doing this!

Now in an erotic trance I'm absorbing everything into my inner state of Original Innocence, the paradisiacal state of my inner self, the pure, original being at my core. I hear 3 kinds of frogs: leopard, cliff chirping and cricket frigs from the little lilly pond where a small waterfall trickles. A slight cloudcover cruises by overhead and the slightest blush of impending daybreak feathers the East behind a black ridge while I shift positions, I grasp both penis and balls, I stand up to masturbate at the verge of the ravine, turn around and after some slow knee-bends while masturbating, I sit back down.

The Morning Star glows bright and when my head falls back in ecstasy against teh back of the bench, I see little pockets of stars still coming and going among the ragged clouds that cruise overhead . . .

Now I share this not to impress or try to make anyone envious--your own practice is far more important than the incredible sensations and amazing journey of my practice. My intention is to inspire you, to suggest that with some willingness to try new and different things, your own practice might be able to take you light-years beyond where you are now.

Masturbation is not just about relieving horniness, that's the least of it. It's capable of transforming you and your life, only you have to deliberately break old habits and explore new territory. Most men have no idea of what's possible through conscious self-pleasuring! How about you? This is a secret that has been deliberately withheld from you and from all men by the cultural control forces--precisely because it is so empowering and powerful.

If you want to know more, please check out other pages of this site. Also in the archives at the bottom of this page, there is access to hundreds more blogs telling of my insights and adventures, including some detailed and highly erotic accounts of masturbating with other guys.

Meanwhile, my penis thickens and expands in my pants again, so I'm going back out there for the sunrise. I'm a unique planet--there's no one quite like me and what I offer.

(Please click the image below to learn more about my erotic fantasy novel and its sequel which is COMING SOON!)

Close on the heels of the New Moon, now waxing again, I'm on the Ravine Bench outside my home in the hills . . . at 4:44 AM I've laid my pants down on top of my clogs on the flagstones and lubed up my engorged penis . . . which I'm now stimulating with both hands. I'm bare from the waist down, but have a shirt and shawl on my upper body as it's nice and cool. Periodically I use one hand on my fuzzy balls. It's really too dark to see much of anything--wherever that Horned Moon may be, he's not visible now, just plenty of stars when I lean my head back and gaze straight upward . . .

I can feel my Adam's apple working in my throat as I'm breathing into my belly, gasping and groaning in wonderment at how amazingly fantastic this feels! Stars glimmer--distant diamonds on blue-black velvet, like cut gemstones catching some glint from the fiery pulsations of my heart, grown white-hot . . . it still astonishes me, some 50 years after I first enjoyed deliberate erotic play at age 7 with a boy my own age and discovered the miraculous, transforming power of p3 or pure penile pleasure!

As I've recounted in the bio page of my site, despite that early taste of Penile Paradise, I did not have a lot of such adventures until much later in life. Still, I never forgot those first few instances of ongoing orgasmic intensity--it may have even been multiple orgasms. My sense of an individual self dissolved into a pure glow of ecstasy!!!. No body or mind, just bliss. Nothing after that felt quite so incredibly fine until 1995 when I discovered how to enjoy masturbating mindfully, leaving aside the ejaculation that ends it for a time. I learned how to sustain my pleasure indefinitely and cultivate it endlessly.

That's when I reclaimed Penile Paradise and I've never been the same man since. I believe in Original Innocence; Original Sin is just an idea, though if you believe in it, you can torment yoursel and ruin your life that way. Original Innocence is your natural animal self that's One with Nature, has no shame or inhibitions, and that's where you can believe in yourself with an unalloyed passion! In reality, the majority of adult males still masturbate the way they learned to do it in their teens, and do so for the rest of their lives.

This is where Mindful Masturbation becomes the treasure of a lifetime, for it requires you to break old habit in order to explore thelimitless possibilities for bliss. Unless you try this, you never know what you're missing. You can start now, but it won't happen in 5 minutes, or a day or a year--it's the journey of a lifetime and requires dedication.

I'm certainly convinced every man has this possibility within him--YOU do!--to reclaim your Original Innocence! To LIVE in Penile Paradise. I never quite lost my Original Innocence, no matter what I experienced. The best way to test the waters for yourself is to consider practicing with the MM4M DVDs I created. Check them out, if you have not. See what those who have been using them say about it.

So to this day . . . like this morning on the Ravine Bench with my big thick erection anointed by plenty of silicone lube and jutting up from its thicket of fluffy brown pubic hairs between the pale angle of my wide-spread thighs, I dissolve in a sense of wonder at how magnificent it is to have an incredibly sensitive adult human male penis; I'm in total awe at how glorious it feels . . . I'm levitating, ascending in fact . . .

My eyes are like that Starchild at the end of 2001 A SPACE ODYSSEY--wide and brand new yet ancient as the Universe. A satellite trucking along at a regular pace catches my attention; I grin without missing a stroke in my Mindful Masturbation; my head falls back one more increment just in time to catch a meteor, a falling star scratches its light across the gemmed vault just for me; within me and without me are One . . . I'm connected directly with everything, totally entangled in existence, totally alive . . .

Does this sound crazy? Not to guys who experience this every day--and there are more and more men on Planet Earth who do so!

During recent mornings, predawn, which is the only cool and pleasant time to masturbate outside at this time of year where I live, I've enjoyed masturbating mindfully on the Ravine Bench south of the garden gate at the far end of the yard.

The Horned Moon, a waning crescent in recent days as the lunar cycle moves toward the Dar or New Moon, grows more slender each morning . . . which allows a few more stars to remain in the eastern sky over black ridges, even as paling dawn lightens behind the opposite hill. Each morning (I'm a natural monk, it's not an effort to rise a early, as I also go to bed early!) I'm out there with my pants off, using my silicone lube and generating intense states of masturbatory ecstasy.

I keep breathing DEEEP in my belly; I stay RELAXXXED, in mind andbody, no muscle or mental tension; I VARY MY STROKES AND POSITIONS . . . an ever-evolving practice of exploring my erotic potential as a Male Solosex Magician . . . my penis feels gigantic, extremely sensitive, attuned like an antenna to universal wavelengths, touching the stars and Moon . . .

+ of course, the lunar crescent is an archtypal symbol as it represents the curve that separates the head of your penis from the shaft! In the cosmos of your male body, your penis is the Moon, your navel is the Earth and your heart is the Sun, while your brain is all the rest of the stars and galaxies. Did you know this???

Of course, some of you my Bros may have discovered the following nuance through what guys call "edging," onloy the effect I'm about to describe is even more extreme and incredible when you really practice Mindful Masturbation, not mere edging.

SOMETHING I'VE LEARNED in my 15 years of practicing MM4M is that by constantly training your penis, breaking your masturbatory habits, exploring new territory, you actually INCREASE THE INTLELIGENCE OF YOUR PENIS! iT LEARNS! The head of your penis is like a little brain and often it's wiser than the head on your shoulders, if you really know how to listen to it with your heart. It can learn to give you ever-finer erotic sensations . . . + when you choose the option of not ejaculating so often, perhaps not even more than once every week or 2 as I often do, YOUR PENIS REMEMBERS!

The head of your penis remembers your arousal level when you pause or conclude a self-pleasure session in a non-ejaculatory manner . . . then when you resume arousal and penile stimulation, you swiftly return to that "default arousal level" so it's not like starting over. You resume by quickly reaching the same arousal level of your previous session. I also love the fact that this way, anytime all day and night, if I want to masturbate or play with other guys, I'm ready & able . . .

Amazing stuff as you learn to ascend plateau2plateau rather than simply climbing peak2peak. There really ARE no limits . . . check it out, My Brothers in Penile Passion!!!

On the Ravine Bench I'm masturbating from about 4:30-5:44 AM while absorbing the natural splendor of my surroundings. I live in a quiet neighborhood in the beautiful Texas Hill Country, on a wooded ridge where the houses are spaced well apart and Nature still dominates.

So as I'm relaxing back on my towel-covered cushion, mindfully manipulating my well-lubed penis and hairy balls, the Horned Moon, a sharp white crescent sails high in the eastern sky, navigating the inky delta of a dead Spanish oak tree. Stars glimmer in the sky, which hardly shows any paling yet, though below that lunar slice the Morning Star has appeared above the black ridge opposite me . . . (Crescent and Morning Star are both phallic symbols!)

I'm in Penile Paradise for sure! Crickets and bugs sing in he velvety darkness; leopard frogs croak and croon from the little lily pond in the garden behind me where a tiny waterfall trickles . . . I periodically lift one leg high, foot on the bench (I've got my shirt on for the predawn is blessedly cool, but I wear no pants) and I slip one hand under my thigh to clutch & caress my scrotum or my penis . . . this morning I'm exploring the nuances of two-hand practices employing both my hefty balls and my big juicy, lubed erection simultaneously . . .

Breathing DEEEEPLY, keeping RELAXXXXED, my mind automatically explores a variety of strokes and I still discover new nuances almost daily after 15+ years of masturbating mindfully. (Until I dsicovered this amazing process, I masturbated daily, but seldom mindfully!) Anyhoo, I do love my silicone lube that comes in a little black tube shaped like a Shivalingam. The tube even has a white cresecent Moon on the black phallic shape of it! Concidence? Of course the cescent is a major phallic symbol & Lord Shivas wears one in his hair . . . I would not put it past those canny Germans--for that's where my favorite lube is imported from--to subtly echo the symbols of the only major ancient phallic god still worshipped by millions . . .

My fave? YUP! Learned about it from David van den Broek when he appeared in the MM4M DVDs. Of course, I don't want to offend the Albolene Faithful, as that's almost like a religion among advnaced male masturbators. Oh yes, Albolene definitley does the job well! I just find the silicone lube I use is natural and good for my penis, also it cleans up a bit easier from the hands with Ivory bar soap for typing on keyboards.

Lately on my Yahoo Group MM4M2 (please DO join that!) there's been a lot of discussion about saving semen, even freezing it + as always a lot of other fascinating things. Some guys make semen icecubes for various purposes, including anal insertion! Hey, don't knock it if you haven't tried it, right?! Only watch those corners if the cubes are cubical, instead of those cylindrical lozenge types!

I'm somewhat left out of this last thread, as I usually only ejaculate one very week or 2. Not that there's any rule or dogma. Some of the finest male masturbators I know ejacxulate at least once daily. Not me. But then I'm an Erotic Wizard--Male Solosex Magick is my thing! Though I'm not Taoist Fundamentalist about NOT ejaculating, for me it works well to keep most of that energy in my body most of the time. Nonejaculatory cultivation through MM4M is where it's at for me personally. It's a key to Male Solosex Magick . . .

It charges me with a lot of creative energy. Also, this way anytime I want to masturbate or engage in erotic play with other guys, I'm UP for it and my body always remembers the default arousal level quickly. I can go into an erotic trance in a few minutes! The idea that you have to ejaculate a lot to keep your prostate healthy may not be so accurate. With arousal for long periods, especially mindful arousal including some anal insertion of fingers or toys to stim the prostate directly, the prostate gets aroused & massaged + all those wonderful semen-related organs are juiced and exercised!

More detailed research needs to be done . . . ALWAYS, ALL WAYS . . . only for now I guess I'll go back outside for the daybreak & masturbate on the Ravine Bench some more. The birds are already singing, inviting me to merge with Nature in erotic trance . . .

In recent weeks my favorite place/time for masturbating mindfully is when I go outside my house here on a wooded hill sometime before daybreak, usually around 4:30 or 5 AM, and I sit on the Ravine Bench just outside the soutrhern garden gate. This barnwood bench sits on its own small terrace of flagstones at the edge of a precipitous drop to a wooded valley between ours and the next hill over . . .

I've got my small brow flashlight in place, if the moonlight is not bright enough to see my way through the main garden clearly enough, + I bring along a small cushion wrapped in an old blue towel, plus my favorite silicone lube in a small tube, with several pieces of paper towel to wipe my hands before the return journey.

I take my seat on the cushion and secure my lube and paper, and switch off my bow light. I note the starlight over the hill to the southeast, listen to the cricket choruses and the frog songs. Sometimes the breeze is playing merrily, playfully among treetops and shrubbery. Perhaps a distant dog barks now and then . . . or the eerie warble of a screech owl tingles my skin. Soon enough, I stand up and shed my house pants onto my garden clogs, reach for the lube and anoint my penis . . .

Within seconds of breathing deeply and caressing between my legs, my erection is growing and I begin to employ all my arts of self-pleasuring. My breathing remains deep and abdominal throughout, only I allow the pace to vary without thinking; I've trained myself for 15 years to employ a wide and ever-growing variety of strokes to erection, balls, perineum, anus, buttocks, nipples, ears--all over! Sometimes I lift one foot onto the bench and reach under that thigh with one hand to grab my scorum, or I stand and do slow knee-bends while stroking.

Before long, the stars within me are being born within that inner space; nebulas of bliss swirl and internal spiral galaxies of ecstasy beging to revolve their elegant, starry wings. Sometimes it's not easy to tell of the meteor showers of falling stars are inside me or outside--probably both!

Years ago I recall my friend Joseph Kramer telling me that he felt many people who seek out psychotherapy would be better off simply learning to masturbate far more skillfully, creatively, and artfully. After 15 years of developing my practice of Mindful Masturbation, I totally agree. I've hosted a series of Yahoo groups, teaught workshops, created my own independent websites, and put out the COMPLETE MINDFUL MASTURBATION TRILOGY of DVDs to coach and inspire men in the practice. I'm still learning, growing, developing my abilities in this realm every day.

YES--I totally agree with the Master Erotic Wizard JK that to simply learn to masturbate better may prove far more beneficial to many who seek counseling or therapy for emotional issues than traditional talk or drug therapies. I'm no M.D. and cannot prescribe, only this I know. Mindful Masturbation can not only take you places of high erotic ecstasy you have never ever been before: it's highly beneficial. Even therapeutic.

Perhaps that's a controversial statement. I don't care. I know it from years of my own experience and observation. The only way you'll ever know for sure is to treat yourself to this amazing process . . . even if only because it feels so good, beyond all mental categories, as it says in THE TIBETAN BOOK OF THE GREAT LIBERATION.

These days, after a timeless interval; of full body/brain ecstasy on the Ravine Bench, I'm seldom tempted to ejaculate at the end. It simply feels too fine to want it to end, and this way I know I can easily return for more p3 (pure penile pleasure) at any time of the day or night.

Amazingly enough, my penis always knows just where we left off, and that's where we continue to play . . .

Did you miss out on the actual Psychedelic Surge of Human Evolution during the 1960s? If you're younger than me (I'm now 57) you probably did miss it . . . only the GOOD NEWS NOW is that it's not too late to evolve into the next stage! And I don't mean by ingesting drugs of any kind. You have the means to do this safely, naturally, anytime!

You have the keys to Nature's Pharmacopia in your hands and between your legs. You have the power not only to transform your consciousness, but also to become radiantly happy, blissful, resilient and balanced on all levels. By totally re-connecting your genitals with your brain through the mediating center of your HEART, with Mindful Masturbation, you generate neuro-chemicals and hormones in your brain and body every bit as ecstatic and more consistently beneficial than the psychedelic drugs so popular during the 1960s! As you change your mind and increase your intelligence you change the realities you experience.

During the last 15 years I've been developing this amazing practice I call Mindful Masturbation for Men. Now I've had additional breakthroughs into how the process can be employed by any man willing to pursue it to redeploy his energy for optimum happiness, health, and conscious evolution. The LSD gurus of the '60s learned how to "re-imprint" the brain on deep and high levels. This actually works the same way as "brain-washing," yet it is carefully guided in a life-enhancing, transformational direction. This changes how you see yourself, the realities you experience, and life itself forever more.

The same principles can be applied to your own journey through life WITHOUT USING ANY DRUGS OR TRAUMATIC ORDEALS. Indeed, shamans and medicine people of traditional societies often know precisely how to bring about such shifts, and to guide their clients through rites of passage into new stages of existence. What is often not mentioned is the potential for erotic engineering to produce such shifts.

You've got everything you need to achieve this with your own brain, body, hands and penis aligned with the intent to explore the limitless possibilities of bliss as an embodied being. The Tantric engineers and Taoist scientists of Oriental Sexual Secrets also know these processes in their own ways--only the time for the "occultism" of hiding anything at all is over! The whole world NEEDS this information, and after all, "Secrecy is the opposite of love." (Except that LOVE as such really has no opposite!)

Mindful Masturbation provides you the skill set you need to launch on an amazing journey during the rest of your life. It only gets better and better, indefinitely, when you catch on and ride this wave into the future of the New Earth, which is the same a returning to Paradise.

Forget all the sexual identities of the past, straight, GLBT, etc., and identify as an EcoSexual--one who treats the Earth and Nature as your beloved lover.

Received Moontusk yesterday, picked it up this morning and am on page 157 now... I'm really enjoying it! It's a heartwarming and compelling tale, and I can't wait for the next one. It's everything you could want in a novel - absorbing and hard to put down - leaving you hoping the author will hurry up with the sequel. There's a lot of imagination at work here in creating another world, but that doesn't get in the way of getting to know the principal characters and coming to care about them, knowing and hoping that they will get to their rendezvous in good shape. The plot moves right along with plenty of adventure and some erotic happenings that make the characters vibrant and sexy. And how many books have a mammoth with a heart of gold?

HI Bruce, I bought your book (kindle edition) . I am really loving it. I am an avid book reader and so much gay erotica is horrible. Yours is a first class read and highly erotic. I was reading it on the plane and had to keep my legs crossed. :) Congratulations and well done.

The story includes plenty of action, adventure, masturbation and a practice like MM4M called "Droojikah," plus lots of hot male sex, only it's officially listed as being about "Self-realization"! Makes sense . . .

You are invited to go to the following link (or CLICK on the picture above), and if you are not already a member you can sign up for a trial membership with a FREE week of privileges that include watching videos. Search for my ID = BrucePGrether and you can watch the videos there at my profile page.

We're both sweating profusely, though we're entirely naked, young Liam and myself in the greenhouse filled with lush and blooming things--he's manipulating our engorged and well-lubricated penises which are sliding cock2cock slowly back and forth in his long-fingered hands. I'm kissing this beautiful young man with the Christlike beard (though his hair is short) its intense, mouth2mouth/cock2cock. We're both in a very high erotic state, sort of vibrating,almost like cats purring in synchrony, it seems. Often our breathing is perfectly coordinated . . .

"Whew!!" he gasps, "Need a bit of a break . . . I'm overheating and this is SOOO incredible, I can't believe it! It's almosy unbearably sweet, man . . "

"Not a problem," I say as we gently disengage, both grinning a bit sheepishly, gasping like we've been swimming. "Sorry there's not more room in here--so many plants."

"Oh, but I LOVE this greenhouse, man," Liam says. "It's, well, there's just something really special, magickal, sacred about it, yeah!" As we both pause to sit upon the stone and mortar edges of the planted beds under the plastic-covered geodesic dome, our penises soften a bit, yet still hang heavy and enlarged. "You know, Bruce, I told you about my older brother Gorman, how he taught me to masturbate when we were young?"

"And how we were masturbating to porn when we were older and our father came in, and just told us not to stop and he left us alone. Well, Gorman's separated from his wife now, which is really too bad. She's got the kids and she has a new boyfriend all of a sudden."

"Well, Gorman's moved back in with our dad for now. Maybe it'll all blow over, but for now he's back home. I was talking with him on the phone yesterday and he tells me that lately he and dad have been watching all this old straight porn together in the evenings . . . and you know, I can imagine what happens . . . they probably watch each other more than the videos . . . do you think that's wrong, Bruce?"

I have to think about that for a bit. Both of us have started caressing our bodies again, just casually all over, and we observe each under from beneath sweaty brows. "I'm not inclined to judge anyone's behavior so long as it doesn't hurt anyone. They're both grownups, and no one's in danger of getting pregnant, right?"

"Even weirder," Liam says, and his hands converge at the dark bush between his strong lean thighs, masturbating that long narrow erection again, slow, firm; skillfully. "Weirder is I gotta confess, Bruce, it makes me hot to think about . . ."

"I guess that's honest," I say. "I'm not YOUR judge either, Liam." Still not sure what to think, I hop up onto one of those stone ledges, stretch out my skinny limbs and resume my own stroking, doing slow knee-bends.

Then Liam steps over and without warning, pushes my hands aside and suddenly takes the head of my penis in his mouth and starts sucking. It feels incredibly good, but I object loudly, "Wait, Liam, not now!!!" And I push his head away, his bright eyes turn up to me. "Let's keep this in terms of touch and masturbation . . . maybe when you're an Erotic Wizard, it will be different." My heart beats like a hammer in my chest.

"All right, I understand," he says, and backs off as I hop down. The whole scene has shifted, but it's good because we needed to get clear on this.

"My partner and I don't share oral stuff with other guys except by agreement," I said. "I hope you understand. It's a matter of honesty and integrity."

I return closer and shake my head slowly, grin at him and he grins back. We reach for one another's penises and simply hold each other's male organs as they swell and stiffen again to full size. "Thank you for understanding, Liam, to me this IS Heaven on Earth! It's enough!"

He bends closer to kiss me again. "It's more than enough for me, Bruce! Thank YOU!"

Liam Padraig McClure is holding my engorged penis in his fingers and I am holding his engorged penis in my fingers. We pleasure each other mutually . . . each man employs his fullest possible erotic artfulness to manually stimulate his Brother's erection with the ultimate in artistic finesse and insatiable sincerity. Each of us at times employs one hand or the other reaching under to cup the other man's hairy balls and gently, yet firmly rub behind his scrotum along the perineum that contaisn the buried majority of the penis's length and girth.

The eyes of both of us--Liam and me--are doubtless overflowing with radiant bliss-saturation as we stare into one another's souls: gaze-to-gaze. Then without verbal signal to commence, we begin taking turns, one of us caressing his friend and Brother's penis and balls; the man being caressed strokes and caresses lightly over all the other man's face and body, flicking and pinching his nipples, kissing his neck and under his ears . . .

"Bruce, O Bruce, my Erotic Wizard," Liam sighs and groans, "I've never felt anything like this--not even when making love with my boyfriend Clay! O that was fantastic, beyond words--only this IS, like you say beyond mental categories. Your DVDs really need to go global and reach a lot more men . . ."

"Actually this may be something like a return to Oneness with All that already exists. These's this limitless ecstasy that's always there and we come and go from it. It cannot really begin or end or be limited by any thought about it. Man, O man, Liam . . . you are GOOD!"

"You're on your way to that category, my beautiful Brother, on your way . . .every touch along the way IS totally worthwhile; each breath a gift. Each heartbeat is a miracle."

"You got it, my Wiz!" Liam's hands pause on my waist, then migrate behind, rounding and spiraling over my buttocks, then circling into the slightly hairy vale of the cleft 'twixt those cheeks, his fingers brushing in the general region of my rosebud.

My hands are up on his firm, defined pectorals, feeling the furry texture of the lower portion, then my fingers tracing over the colorful tatt of the Brotherhood Logo--the green Ouroboros that contains Dee's Hieroglyphic Monad in blue, yellow and carmine orange. Coral? That vivid hue that glistens like aroused and lubricated genitalia . . .

Liam sort of shifts around to the right side of me, his left hand doing doorbell strokes upon my anus, his right hand migrating in tidal waves of advance and retreat, careful recapitualtion and reclaiming, of my balls and distened erect penis . . .

With both hands I feel his cropped head and cropped beard, then my touch wanders down over nis neck, shoulders, biceps muscles, forearms, abdomen, rib, waist, navel, lower belly, upper thighs, scrotum, up around the forest floor of the pubic jungle, then delicately deliciously fingering along the thick shaft of his penis, not quite as thick as mine, yet slightly longer overall. His nice mushroom-headed glans is a beauty, though not quite as large as mine in proportion to the penile shaft. We BOTH have magnificent penises, of course--as does any man who loves his penis!

"This place, Liam says, "this greenhouse is truly magickal--it's kind of like a Temple of Life, you know?" I merely nod and grimace . . . then unexpectely he shifts around, gestures and beckons and I understand . . .

He turns his backside to me and goes up a bit on tiptoes; I dip on slightly bent knees, then slip my erection under his butt, so it lies between his upper thighs under his perineum. Liam turns a handsome, bearded grin back at me as I reach around his waist and begin to caress his torso from behind. "Oh yesss," he sighs as I begin to caress his balls and masturbate him, my own engorged penis pulsating between his thighs, which he flexes slightly in and out upon its hot thickness. "Oh God, we ARE gods!!!" Liam babbles in what might seem heresy to some--except her it's simply literally true.

"Yup," I say, "if anything is sacred, it starts with our bodies. That's where religions get lost, is deciding what's sacred and what isn't--because it's ALL SACRED!"

Liam wriggles his bubble-butt against my bush: "Amen, Brother!!!" he cries out in ecstasy.

After a time of this, he disengages and returns around to face me, then brings our penises together in his hands for some of that lubricated cock2cock revolving I call "log rolling." It's definitely bliss beyond all mental categories . . . time seems to have evaporated . . . nothing exists exept this exquisite male animal connection which we celebrate our p3 . . .

When the phone rang on a Monday morning in early February, to be honest it took me a few moments to recognize Liam's voice. "Hey, Bruce?" he said, with an intimate immediacy as if he was here next to me. "I'm in Austin again, and if it's not inconvenient, I'd like to visit you for a while this afternoon."

"Liam! Sure, Brother!" I said after a slightly awkward pause. "I'll be here--have just been working a lot on writing and website stuff. Tom's off on a job, but it would be great to see you again."

After I affirmed that and we disconnected, I thought about the beautiful young man who had been here late last year just one time, though we had kept connected via some emails and a few phone calls. Liam Padraig McClure. Though he has a Ph.D., he lives near Waco these days working at a studio where they make hand-crafted titanium bike frames. He's also a devotee of MM4M, and just 33 years of age. After our one encounter I promoted him from Erotic Initiate to Adept because of the work he had done on himself, developing his practice to amazing levels.

This Monday he arrived almost exactly on time, giving me a heads up with a call from his cell phone just a few minutes before he pulled up on the road out front. We had been having chilly weather, and though it was brisk, I enjoyed being outside where the sun was bright and clouds raced over. He looked great: Tall and lean, wide shoulders, cropped black hair and beard, vivid blue eyes--the only change was the tiny studs in his ear and nose both looked like diamonds this time.

We strolled in the garden which now has a bleak wintery look, though the magick abides. I showed him the new glass door into the greenhouse with its high geodesic dome. I unlatched it and ushered him inside, where it was 30 degrees warmer and extremely humid.

"Wow, Bruce, it's like the tropics!" Liam said. He gazed all about, wide-eyed like an excitable boy. Then he chuckled, glanced down, and I see that he has pulled his penis from his pants; it swells and it's already stiff. "Do you think we could . . . uhm, if I fetch my lube, maybe we can be naked together in here?"

I laughed. "You bet, Liam! Working up some sweat would do me good!" When he returned no more than a minute or two later, I have stripped and placed my clothing outside the glass door. He shucks off his and steps inside, grinning handsomely. His blue eyes sparkle and he hands me the excellent silicone lube. "There's not a lot of space in here, with all the plants . . ." I say.

"I LOVE all these plants," Liam says, his magnificent penis already extended long and swaying upward from the dark bush at the base of his belly. The superb, lean physique ripples pale as milk when he raises both arms high, hands clasped in a Yogic stretch. I admire the highly-tatted right arm and unadorned left, the chest, forearms and legs quite hairy, his long feet with toes like monkey fingers.

After I apply lube to my penis and begin to stroke slowly, balanced on one foot and then the other in alternation, Liam applies more to his rosy shaft and bulbous head--then we simply stand face-to-face for a while, caressing other parts of our bodies, as well as our penises. At times we both begin to do slow knee-bends while masturbating; our gazes sometimes locked, other times roamed among the plants, some blooming here in midwinter! Sometimes we observe each other's practice. We both sweat profusely already . . .

"O my God," Liam groans, "and by all the phallic gods, this is unbelievable! It's Paradise, all right! Heaven on Earth . . . not just a phrase or an idea, you know? THIS IS REALLY IT!!!"

Grinning back at his shining face, I merely nod and gulp, and then he reaches across the short distance between us, gently pushes away my hands and takes hold of my erection with his exert fingers. I return the favor, grasp his thick, heavy, lubricated erection and caress it delicately, mindfully. Each of us uses one hand to cup and massage the other's hairy balls, while the other hand manipulates the glans and frenulum at its underside.

"Oh, go slow, Brother," I gasp, suddenly quite close to that edge. "Slow down, uhm . . . thanks, yes, that's PERFECT!"

We stand dripping sweat, both of us trembling slightly with excitement, simply holding one another's engorged penises . . . radiant, pulsating, blissful . . .

from BRUCE

(My blog)